I'm pretty tired right now. But it's raining so all is still well.
I try to be understanding to people with a lack of know how but how long can you teach them about what to do and what not to before you get frustrated and disappointed by the outcome? Especially when something as simple as showing some decency when someone is saying an offhand remark about me, can you not tell them to stop or rebuttal it by saying something positive? Things like this shouldn't have to be taught. Why should I take any bullshit at all? It's one thing if you don't stand up for yourself but you would think that people are able to stand up for things they care about or believe in. I am honestly doing favor here. It's almost like a charity. I should get an award for this or something... Anyway I guess it's not your fault. I was wrong to even have the slightest of expectations. My bad for being an idiot.
I really want to drop everything because it really is not worth the time and effort if things are going to be so serious. The intentions are right though but just used on the wrong person. I am the wrong person in this scenario. It would be so great to have the old one back. All this right now is to pass time. I have zero intentions of seeing it through. I mean how could I possibly want to? I have such an amazing -- and more than I could ever hope for -- one waiting for me up ahead so you should really try to top that. Don't ever think that you are safe. Your "competition" is kicking your ass. Start waiting on my hands and feet and pick it up if you still want to be the play thing.
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